adevarul…gol-golutz…
Toti am fost ranitzi…sau am ranit…candva,de cineva,pe cineva…mai mult sau mai putzin…Se spune ca timpul are puterea de a vindeca ranile…dar ranile lasa in urma cicatrici…
Simtzi cum in jurul tau culorile isi pierd din frumusetze…verdele crud , plin de viatza si sperantza ,se transforma in gri murdar…galbenul nu-tzi mai daruieste zambetul de altadata,devine pamantiu…albastrul nu tzi se mai pare linistitor,devine innourat ca si cerul inainte de a-si dezlantui ploaia rece…
Zacand in gandurile tale amare intinzi mana catre cunoscutzi, prieteni…si uneori chiar unui strain…te agatzi de orice sperantza,nu crezi in ea dar iti doresti sa fie acolo…vrei ca cineva sa te ajute,sa te ridice..esti prea slabit sa potzi de unul singur,de fapt nu stii daca itzi doresti cu adevarat sa te ridici..
Vrand-nevrand viatza merge inainte…te lasi purtat de ea…e mai usor decat sa-ti faci un drum al tau…si totusi trecutul nu-l potzi sterge…Te lasi furat de tine si ai vrea sa te razbuni…
E ciudat…incepi sa desenezi un zid intre tine si cei din jurul tau…si crezi ca nimeni nu o sa te mai poata rani vreodata…fara sa-ti dai seama te indepartezi de sentimente…devii mai distant,mai egoist,mai indiferent…
Poate n-o sa mai cunosti acel gust amar al lacrimilor…dar nici zambetul nu o sa-tzi mai fie la fel de cald…
Nu lasa durerea sa-ti fure sufletul,sa te schimbe…fii mai bun !
………….but………
Empty!
It hurts it hurts so bad..it hurst so much…to much… to feel …to much to say…but …u’r not here anymore to listen..u’r not here..and I don’t want u to come back!..Please…..stay!..stay in u’r world..stay ..out of my life!
I loved u…..what am I saying..to who am I lieing..i still love u….but why????
To much feeling…..to much saying..to much…much to much…of everything!!
It always was this way with..u “to much”…..everything was to much..i guest this is why I love u..i still do….like a crazy person…like a crazy wemon…I STILL DO!!
U always used to ask……where will we end up one day…..where we will be…..where this love will take us…but u know usually when 2 peopel that love each other say “US”…it should be only 2 people……..and that was why I loved u….u always made me forget..u are not free…like I was the ONLY ONE…but…this big BUT…after it SHE …comes..!!!
Everyday I wake up..and said “Today I will tell him to go. .today it will be the end..today ..today..today..”..but this today never happened till now….till I realized..i’m distroing everyones life..mine …..u’rs…and..her’s..!!!!
“I love u ..my life…my air…my everything”….i love u too…u really are my everything…..cause now I’m EMPTY…real EMPTY…….no life …no smile…no anything!!!!U weren’t mine…was not my right..to love u….was not my right…to let u belive in “US”..like that..! I cant share…..u ..know…maybe not everytime in life we should ask..”all or nothing”..but in LOVE..we should..cause we all have the right..to be loved… in that special way…without fear…without second thought….without regrets…without ..thinking of tomorrow!
So love..here I am lost without u…thinking of tomorrow…but liveing in yeasterday..and u know… TIME..heals… TIME.. heals everything I KNOW….and it will heal both of us..will heal but..will not STOP me from loveing U…”u my love”!
Life is not fair..not right… but we live with IT… ..cause we have no choise but to fight…..to fight….and fight….and to SURVIVE!!So even if today…..i’m still liveing in yeasterday…maybe ..tomorrow…I will live..in the day after tomorrow……
I LOVE UUUUU!!!!….BUT……..
Tentativa esuata de ridicare a unei masini
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Pe 17 Iunie 2009 pe la orele 12:50 minute am avut parte de o incercare a celor care se ocupa cu ridicatul masinilor in Botosani cu o tentativa esuata de a ridica un autoturism parcat neregulamentar pe o trecere de pietoni din zona cum intri spre Piata Mare. Filmuletul urmator cuprinde tot acest proces:
Mai tarziu cand a venit proprietarul daca ar fi stiut de norocul pe care l-a avut ca a mai gasit masina probabil s-ar mai fi bucurat, insa faptul ca a asteptat mai apoi mai bine de o ora sa vina cei de la firma sa il elibereze cu siguranta nu il va mai tenta sa parcheze asa la intamplare.
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